If I left this somewhere
Or if life left me
And this is the only piece of me you know
Please take a minute
To cradle this in your hands
And then read its pages
And know you now know me
On the days where I could not find myself
And in moments where I knew myself too well.
And you can keep me
Or let me go,
But please do not throw me away.
The first time I saw you:
The flag salute.
They told us not to stare.
I could not help but notice
Your knuckles, bruised.
You spoke like your tongue was swollen.
You told your jokes in Spanish.
When you said his name
You spat.
You never set foot on the asphalt.
We sat in the grass in the outfield
Watching kids play basketball.
I wonder if you saw them.
I wonder if you were somewhere else.
They dribble the ball.
He takes the first swing at your head.
They stop, looking for a pass.
You push him, kids are gathering.
They spot an open, an arm blocks the path.
You are on the ground. He is on top of you.
He is punching you. He takes a swing at you
Mom owns a red tanktop,
That she's had for five long years.
It has a little hole she's never bothered to patch,
and it hangs on her body,
the way it never used to.
And time's been hard on it,
fading it from bright red to grey,
Just like time's been hard on the roots of her hair,
fading them from bright red to grey.
Mom can't read her favorite books,
Her eyes are weak,
And she's too stubborn to wear the glasses
that she's had for five long years,
because she thinks the lenses are too big.
And William Golding collects dust on the bookshelf
Because he hasn't been used in years,
Just like her body collects dust in the canyons of
there's a story i could tell,
one i know so very well,
of a girl with a single dream;
one to fly with beautiful wings.
and there's a girl that i know,
one who's never seen the snow.
at her window, during the day,
she likes to view the birds so far away.
there's a story i've been told,
one about a girl so very bold.
she sprouted wings and away she flew
just like she always wanted to.
but there's a reason girls can't fly
and so this girl fell from the sky.
she fell silently towards the ground,
landing in my arms, safe and sound.
there are many things this girl can do,
some of which she never knew.
flying is not for boy nor gir
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skinny.
wearing all the cool clothes
skinny.
boys looking at her like she's a treat
skinny.
give the dogs some bones?
skinny.
the scale went down since yesterday
skinny.
maybe if she hits the double-digits?
skinny.
pretty yellow skin, dry like a desert
skinny.
distinct ribs caging a fragile heart
skinny.
wrists like pages from pop-out books
skinny.
just another mile... another mile... one more
skinny.
she's so cold, turn up the heater... higher
skinny.
and it's not even winter
skinny.
another mirror check, keeps it in her pocket
skinny.
sharing all her secrets with a porcelain toilet bowl
skinny.
ridi